Friday, February 17, 2012

Now when Jesus saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down.  His disciples came to him, and he began to teach them, saying: "Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."  (Matthew 5:1-3)




In Matthew, chapter four, we read these words: Jesus went throughout Galilee, teaching in the synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom, and healing every disease and sickness among the people.  News about him spread all over Syria, and people brought to him all who were ill with various diseases, those suffering severe pain, the demon-possessed, those having seizures, and the paralyzed, and he healed them.  Large crowds (from everywhere) followed him.


We don't know how long of a timeframe was involved in all of this teaching, preaching, and healing.  This could have been going on for weeks, months, or years before Jesus takes a moment to have some teaching-time with His disciples on a mountainside one day.  We also don't know how many disciples were there.  It could have been the twelve disciples we hear so much about, or it might have been many more.  Hundreds maybe.  Perhaps the size of an average congregation in the modern Christian church.  But whatever the size of His audience, we do know this: His disciples came to Him.  Somehow they were drawn up on that mountainside.  Perhaps they noticed Him leaving when others did not.  Or maybe He whispered an invitation to each person when He saw them that morning...'Meet Me on the mountain after breakfast, I have some things to tell you before we get started today.'


However they ended up there, Jesus had some interesting things to say.  Personally I have read these words of Jesus many, many times, and I'm still not certain what He meant exactly.  Some of His words were pretty clear, like "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you...When you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets...When you pray, go into your room, close the door, and pray to your Father...Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth...Do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear...Do not judge, or you too will be judged...If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him...


But what about phrases like, "Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven...Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth."?  Perhaps His meaning was clear to those hearing Him that day, but they aren't so clear to me.  For starters, who qualifies as being 'poor in spirit', and what is the kingdom of heaven?  And second, why did He want this particular group of hearers to know this?  What was His motive, His purpose, and His message?  And what did it have to do with the crowds of people waiting for Him in the valley?


Many different answers to these questions have been speculated about and preached on.  I don't think I've ever heard the same explanation twice.  And true to Jewish teaching tradition, many different interpretations are valid.  Words spoken by God can have different meanings to different people.  That's one of the beautiful things about Him.  He is a personal God.  He would much rather lead us on an individual basis than give blanket commands and broad guidelines that have to apply to everyone in every time period, in every region of the world, in every circumstance.  He is much more creative, relational, and wise than that!


So why am I writing this?  What is my point?  I was looking at these verses this week, and I had an insight I haven't thought of before that I'd like to share with you:  What if Jesus was making a comparison between the physical needs of the crowd and the spiritual needs of the disciples?  We don't know a lot about the disciples, but those we at least know the names of--Peter, John, Matthew, etc., we know they weren't living in extreme poverty, dying of sickness, or demon-possessed.  But that doesn't mean they didn't have needs.  They weren't poor in a monetary sense, they weren't suffering from illness or pain, they had nothing noteworthy about them that drew the attention of others, but they were 'poor in spirit'...searching for significance, frustrated, sad, confused, worried, having some trouble with their enemies, living in sin and guilt, surrounded by the religion-police, feeling distant from God, looking for a more full and meaningful life...


"...Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.  Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth...."


I can hear a woman thinking, 'Is He talking about me?  I thought He was bringing us up here to give us a crowd-control training session, but...how does He know about my private pain?  Why is He saying that those who aren't usually noticed...like me...have such a great inheritance?  That this is my land, and I have been chosen by God to receive it, that my ancestors are just as blessed as those religious big-wigs, and it doesn't matter that I'm not a man, or that my husband left me, or I haven't done a lot of great things...'


"...Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven...You are the salt of the earth...You are the light of the world..."


'Others say I'm nothing, that I have nothing to give, nothing to hope for, nothing to accomplish, no purpose, no real importance to God, no way of overcoming my mistakes and sinful habits, no chance of...'


"...Ask, and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and it will be opened to you...how much more will your Father give good gifts to those who ask him!"


She begins to weep.  She's not the only one.  She can see grown men, usually brave and stoic, beginning to break down, letting their tough exteriors crack as they drop to their knees.


'Jesus, where have you been all our lives?  We've heard about the Messiah, the Promised One.  Is it you?  Is what you're saying true?  And why are you saying it to...to me?  Who am I that I should hear such wonderful words that fill my heart with hope, peace, and joy?'


I constantly marvel that we have the words of Jesus to read for ourselves today.  He came to share a message of love, peace, joy, and hope.  Don't try to read it any other way.  Even the difficult passages that seem harsh or condemning or unmerciful, they really aren't.  There's always an underlying message of love for those who have ears to hear them with the grace that is intended.  


I encourage you to read Matthew 5, 6, and 7 when you have the time---all in one shot, or a little each day.  There's a lot to take in.  There's a lot to be challenged by.  There's a lot to think about and put into practice.  But keep this in mind: You are loved by a holy God who wants the best for you.  Those who choose to be disciples of Jesus may give up a lot to be devoted followers, but we gain far more than we ever lay aside.  That's why He speaks the truth.  The truth of what we truly need.




"Everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock.  The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and yet it did not fall because it had its foundation on the rock."  Matthew 7:24-25





Tuesday, February 14, 2012

"Yet I have this against you: You have forsaken your first love.  Remember the height from which you have fallen!  Repent and do things as you did at first." Revelation 2:4-5




A Valentine Poem for my First Love...




When I was young
I believed in Your love
I had nothing to offer You
I just knew I was Yours

You gave me a heart
To love You in return
To love others as You loved me
And I was happy

When I grew older, others said
You must give Him more
It’s not enough to just believe
You must prove your love

I became dutiful
Loyal committed and sacrificial
I was good and deserving
I was better than most

So why did I feel so bad
Why was I always sad
Where was the joy
Where was the peace

It’s in My love for you, You said
You’re not My slave
You’re My child
Be still

I stopped running ahead
I waited
You picked me up
You carried me

Back to Love
Back to Joy
Back to Peace
Back to the Truth

And it’s sweet
And it’s good
And it’s me
And it’s You

It’s the way
You always
Want it
To be

It’s the way
I know
It always
Can be



Thursday, January 26, 2012

"It is finished...Peace be with you."  John 19:30; 20:19


The last words that Jesus speaks before His death are, "It is finished."  And the first words He speaks to His disciples following His resurrection are, "Peace be with you."  Jesus came to proclaim and demonstrate God's love.  And not coincidentally, He came to bring us freedom and peace.  He died to demonstrate the power of love over hate, submission over revenge, and peace over fear.  He came to talk about these principles, and He came to live them.  Did the power of love back up His message?  Yes!  Death didn't have the last word.


But I wonder, how many Christians who believe in the death and resurrection of Jesus actually have peace?  When Jesus appeared to His disciples in that locked room, they were terrified.  They were hiding-out, and with good reason.  They had seen Jesus be crucified, and they feared they were next.  Fear is the absence of peace, and when He appeared to them in their confused and terrified state, He offered them what they needed most.  


"Peace be with you," He said.  And then He breathed on them and said, "Receive the Holy Spirit."  He wasn't offering them a momentary peace, but a lasting peace: the promise that God would always be with them.  It was finished.  The work had been done.  The full extent of His love had been shown, and the way of love had won!  There was nothing more to fear.


Jesus offered them peace, and He also informed them of their mission.  "As the Father has sent me, I am sending you."  Jesus came with a message of love and peace, and He was appointing them to go and do likewise--with His peace, presence, and power going with them.  He had lived the glorious path of completing the work the Father had for Him, and He wanted to help them do the same.


His first and only "assignment" for them, if you will, was forgiveness.  "If you forgive anyone their sins, they are forgiven."  He commissioned them not to merely tell people God had forgiven them, but to demonstrate that unconditional love by being forgiving people.  He sent them with a message that was meant to be lived-out.  To not hold on to how others had oppressed and persecuted them and would do so in the future, and to not fear them or anything in this world.  Letting go of their anger and fear would bring peace.


How much of that reality are you experiencing?  Are your daily thoughts and actions rooted in fear, confusion, hopelessness, or anger?  Or is your heart and mind consumed with peace, love, and forgiveness?  Are you living-loved, or living-scared?  Living-loved, or living-stressed?  Living-loved, or living-bitterness?  


"It is finished...Peace be with you...love...forgive...let go."   




The Lord is my light and my salvation--whom shall I fear?  The Lord is the stronghold of my life--of whom shall I be afraid? (Psalm 27:1)